From Tears to Triumph, My Journey to The House of Hope
I started blogging about my journey in writing, editing, polishing and publishing my book, From Tears to Triumph. Now that the book is published, I will blog about aspects of the book: finding hope, making sound life choices, The Children of God, Costa Rica, sex-trade, redemption.
A Cocktail for Disaster
I walked into my formative teen years with several "issues." I was clueless they were issues so had no way to deal with them, nor was I mature enough to find help for the issues I didn't know existed.
Does that make sense? How many young people today are in that same boat? We look at these young people from an adult perspective and can quicly identify that they are "troubled." Maybe we need to look at them and realize that although WE know they are troubled, they don't, and if they do know that "something's not right," few know where to turn for help.
Here is a list of the issues I had accumulated by the age of eighteen and wore inside my being:
- Obesity driven by an eating disorder;
- Low self-esteem resulting in self-image problems;
- Little self-value - therefore looking to men to validate me as a person;
- Being uncomfortable in my own skin;
- Hating what I saw in the mirror and felt within, therefore using food, drugs, men to mask my emotions;
- Feeling different, like I didn't belong anywhere and desperately searching (in all the wrong places) to fit in (somewhere, anywhere).
A DEFINITE COCKTAIL FOR DISASTER!
By the age of twenty I wanted to die. The consequences of my bad choices enveloped me and I could no longer live under the weight.
Whose job was it to help me? Could "they" have helped? How could they have helped back in the 60s and 70s when so many young people were looking for the hippie generation of free love and communal living to heal their souls? How can we help this newest generation of young people who are using sex, drugs, alcohol, video games to mask reality?
WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE?
COULD YOU HAVE HELPED ME?
HOW CAN YOU HELP TODAY'S LOST YOUTH?
I'd love to hear from you. I've started compiling a "Resource" list on my website, www.lindabellorouiz.com, and welcome links that you know of.